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Moving + "Let the Unknown Be Known"

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 30, 2008, 6:27 AM
Moving today, wooo, will be back sometime later this week.

Also about to go to the dance studio :worry:

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This-------> [link] <------- is an AMAZING tutorial. It deserves a DD, but she recently had one, and look how unknown this tutorial is!

So, check it out and share the love <3

{^ShoneGold and ^PurpelBlur are asking the dollers to do this is you want to support your fellow dollers :heart:}


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  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Tim B.'s Sweeney Todd.
  • Reading: Photography books
  • Watching: Imogen Heap's vBlogs on youtube.. ahah I love her!

Ahah. It's 4:44. (EDIT)

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 23, 2008, 2:23 PM

(edit) Gah, I hate honors classes, they make you do so much more work =/ Well anyway, I need a book of at least a few hundred pages that a movie hasnt been made of yet to read, and Ill need to do like 20 million questions on each chapter/set # of pages in it and etc etc ETC. So. If any of you have any books like this or know of any, please do let me know, I will be forever grateful. greatful? Grateful. Thank you~♥ (/edit)


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Earlier today I looked at the clock when it was 1:11. Hmm.

well anyway, I hate to make so many journals but I felt I needed to say some things now just because, well yes just because.

First of all, I would like to say if I reply to any of your comments and such with little words tha tmight not make much sense, it's because, well yesterday I was making caramels and it takes FOREVER to cook because it has to reach like 248 degress or something, and then takes even longer to cool, and I was so eager to get them all cut up and ready to eat that while I was cutting it, well the butterknife wasn't working well so I went to get another sharper knife and then my brother, who is extremely annoying but he's trying to help me because for some reason he looks up to me (D=), well he tried getting the very sharp knife and I spun around to stop him and I knocked the heqavy glass plate and heavy solid caramel block off the counter and then tried to catch it instinctively, and as you may or may not know I have rather long nails and then anyhow, I was trying to catch it but it was too heavy and just nicked my thumbnail, and my nails are rather strong so it didn't chip-- it cracked into about halfway down the nail that is attached to the skin... so, yes, it hurts really badly and the only reason Im typing so much right now is because I have it bandaged up like I just broke the thumb, but I cant really do much with it like that so Ill have to take it off soon and it will go back to hurting immensley, which I do not look forwar to.. =/


So! Anyway, another reason I need to talk is because tomorrow if all goes well my dad is taking me to a dance studio to check it out and see if I can get some classes for ballet, because their email isn't working with my email and the phone message we got was to visit the studio.. so, off we go tomorrow... But Im EXTREMELY nervous, of course, because I really believe whoever is there is going to like, just basically tell me that I'm much too fat to be there, and I know I am but her telling me would make it all the worse, and I have these terrible images jsut flooding my mind about how this would go down, and also with my short, choppy haircut, I dont think I can pull it back like the classes require... they need it all out of your face and neck and pulled back but I can't do that, so, we'll see =/ And then even if they do let me enter, I will be ven MORE nervous about the others in the class with me, cause Im sure I'll be the fattest one there and I really don't want to go if that's the case but I think you have to pay in advance anyways and then my parents would be so disappointed and I would be humiliated and have a phobia of anything relating to dance or studios or people in tights D=


And then, I have yet another important thing to tell you all (Im so sorry for this long and spammish journal D=) but anywho I need to tell you that Im going to be moving in a week or so and that means I'll disappear from the internet for a little while, bu tI do not know exactly when... I think around the 27th-- meaning a few days before, perhaps-- I'll be gone and then packing andmoving and I have no idea when the people can come to hook us back up the the internet and of course Im kind of excited, not about moving because I dont really like the house, but because Im going through ALL of my stuff and getting rid of a lot and cleaning it out, making room for new and going to have it all neat and clean and it will just be lovely when it's all done, but that's not going to be for a few weeks now because Ive got organizing and also having to find and decorate the perfect types of storage things and then I need to go out and buy new bedding and all sorts of fun things to decorate my room with, so that's kind of exciting.

And, I think that's about it... my thumb is really hurting quite a bit now so I should probably stop typing to much and get back to work on my cleaning.. but I do feel a tad dizzy from the toxic fumes from the paints and sealers I was working with all day today, redecorating some things of mine to make them pretty and whatnot.

Farewell~♥!


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{Oh, my mood won't let me change it >_< I would have put it to crafty or something similar, but I am kind of lazy... xD}

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  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Tim B.'s Sweeney Todd.
  • Reading: Photography books
  • Watching: Imogen Heap's vBlogs on youtube.. ahah I love her!

Ohoho + Tag

Journal Entry: Fri Jun 20, 2008, 11:45 AM

Edit for Tag:

Tagged by :iconmonkgangsta:

Leave a comment, and I will:

a) Tell you why I friended you
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, et cetera
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) In return, you must post this in your journal
















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So, I got this cup for 19 cents the other day (YES. NINETEEN CENTS. $0.19 o___o) cause it was a 90% off sale, and it's sooo cute. It's like a little, hmm, what do you call it? Martini glass or something? Well, it looks like this only it's pink on the top part!

It's so cute.

And I painted my nails RAINBOW o__o and it looks really cool with the glass.

AND I GOT COLORFUL NERDS, too. And they look awesome with both my nails and the glass.




Then, DING, idea. I won't say it here cause I don't want someone to steal it, but it would be so awesome... if only I had a camera.

*le sigh*


So instead of photos, I shall draw -___-

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  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Tim B.'s Sweeney Todd- A little Priest
  • Reading: Photography books
  • Watching: Something on the health channel about orgasms o__o
  • Playing: some xbox360 game with my new PINK controller
  • Eating: Some motzerella sticks... yum
  • Drinking: Cream Soda out of my martini glass

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Journal Entry: Sun Jun 15, 2008, 5:32 PM
Haha.

I had an awesome dream.

Well, only awesome to me I suppose, or unless you like Twilight.... if you don't read it anyway, but you won't get the full amazing-ness-impact.



Well, I was at a hotel that my family and I were staying at, only I wasn't with them. But the first thing that I saw, like I wasn't there but the "camera" panned over, was a statue of Jack Skellington and Sally the Seamstress, only they were in wedding outfits, and Sally had ribs exposed instead of cloth there, and her ribs were on fire....andyway, I was in this huuuge, HUUUGE long rectangular dark-- almost pitch black after about 10 ft-- room. There was a small TV looking thing on mute. And there was a darkly covered, but very pretty, bed.

On the bed was Bella Swan.

"Bella!" I ran to her like her and I were old friends and climbed on the bed and hugged her. She hugged me back and then we started chatting a little, and then the vampires appeared. Edward was in the lead, followed by Esme, Rosalie, Emmett, and Carlise. I can't remember if Alice and Jasper were there.... I don't think so, because if they were, either they were really good at hiding, or I would have totally been flipping out like a crazy fangirl on drugs cause they are my favorite couple/characters, like almost ever <3 <3 Anywho, Edward walked up close to the bed and smiled down at us, and the four other vampires stayed back about 3 ft away from the foot of the bed. I got up and hugged Edward... it was weird, he was cold, like the book says. But it was just weird at the moment. I started talking to them and saying how it was such a pleasure to get to meet them tonight and I was doing most of the talking, and Bella was talking too, but Edward and the vampires weren't really talking.. well Edward was, but the other four were silent, sometimes smiling and nodding, but always silent.

After a few more hugs, and falling back on the bed next to Bella while still holding Edward over me {xD They ARE rather sexy...xDD and unfortunately, he precisely got back up =/} I was told that there was like a movie special thing going on on the television downstairs/upstairs (cant remember), so I said goodbye for now and ran back to the lobby palce or something. All the colors were like, golden yellow, but like pastel walls with bright redorange lining and the TV looked like th ewalls and the furniture was a tan leather, I think. It was weird. Anyway, I sat next to a glass coffee table on the floor {the table was RIGHT in front of the TV >_<} and then I started to watch it. At first, it was Jack and Sally from earlier, burning ribs and all, and that movie was weird. I only wacthed a part of it before the TV said it was going to switch to anther movie, now. It switched... to Twilight! I was sooo happy it was on, and I watched it intensely and I can soft or remember what was on the screen but I dont wanna describe it right now. Anywho, after that clip was over, it went to the third movie, some sort of wizzard, Harry-Potter-Wanna-Be movie.

I left the TV to go upstairs to this huge open area like a department store and an open market all rolled into one. It was colorful, but with only reds/oranges/yellow-golds. There were a lot of stands and a TON of people, all weird looking people-- HArry-Potter-wizards perhaps-- all bustling around. I can't really remember much of this in detail, but I know I talked to a bunch of people waiting for my movies to come back on, and then there was this Dumbledore-looking person trying to catch a Hermienie(sp?) looking person. They were running all around and he was trying to get her with Harry-potter style spells and crap like that, and then she ran over to me and said something that made a little yellow ball appear in her hand. I grabbed it and walked around like nothing happened, and then she ran back to me a fewmomens later and I gave her back the ball slyly, and then made a run for it to the elevator.

Also going in the elevator with me, was this girl about 2 ft taller than me, tanish, blonde, super ugly skinny with droopy eyes and she moved like she could barely keep alive. There was also a foot-tall, fat-baby-doll looking person who I assume was a girl-- she was in a jogging suit and had brown hair she tied back, but waddeled in the elevator and I remember thinking "how the hell did she jog like that...?" Anyway, then there was this guy, who was like, really tall-- taller than the tanish girl by a lot-- and he was like, almost sqsure. he was big, but didnt have a huge beach ball belly or anything, but he wasn't Mr. Muscles, either. Just big and rounded rectangular and tall.

We went down in the elevator and I hopped out, looked around, and then a huge, round, fat plastic looking Santa claus --with an evil face-- and an equally disturbinggreen Xmas tree with hue, round feet both stopped to wave/say hello to me. They were from the Jack + Sally movie. I nodded hello and wandered away from them, and then back to the TV and I found my mom and dad looking sad. "Someone changed your TV channel," they said like they had really severe depression. "And we can't change it, it's not our channel." I looked around and saw NO ONE, sO grabbed the remote and said "I dont give a fuck about other people's channels!!" and changed it back to the TV. Twilight and the JAck one had ended, but the other HP-wannabe was still palying. In it was the Hermonie lookalike, running around with Sumbledore lookalike, and then I was in the movie! =o When she handed me the yellow ball and I handed it bck, I was in the movie, only I wasn't wearing what I am now, I was wearing some sort of HP drab.

I tried going back to the room with the vampires... but as soon as I opened the door and looked into their gorgeous, yet distraught faces once more, I awoke.



the end. interpretaion encouraged.

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Clubs:
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  • Mood: Amazed
  • Listening to: Sweeney Todd still <3

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Journal Entry: Fri Jun 13, 2008, 2:29 PM
Oh. It's Friday the 13th. Didn't even notice.


....My parents were married on a Friday the 13th. :nod:

And, I would like you all to meet my bestest friend in the entire world, ~FueledByStarbucks <3 :heart: Keep an eye on her account and maybe if we poke her/her page enough she'll show us some more arts ^W^

:iconcute-craft: is my club.

and I made some food out of felt... I'll take/upload pics once I finish a series.



Nothing really left to say. I'm kinda sad today.







And lonely.












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  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Sweeney Todd still <3
  • Eating: Cherries.... yum.
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